Boom Chicka Bom Bah

4/12/15 2:45AM
Breathe in pause breath out pause. Breathe in, pause, she utters her name Jalene.  The only thing to belong to her and only her, listening to herself say her own name.  Vivid images of Mr. Pip, Hughe Laurie and Devin fill in the crevices of her deep and disturbing mind.  The momentum carried her mind away.  The deeper she dives into the current of the attachment within her mind the more her breath shallows.  She feels her shoulders round and her heart close.  Readjusting her posture she lets go of her thought and deepens her breath. Breathe in pause breathe out.
A flash of the night.  Dancing on the dance floor, the weight of her top made of velvet moving on her skin when she was dancing. Rogan, a beautiful smiley woman coming up saying "Oooh you're asking to be touched with this shirt on." Rogan recognized her from one encounter at GreenTree and was disappointed when she said she regretfully did not remember it.  Truth then, now Jalene recollects the incident; it was quite some time ago, she complimented Rogans necklace, who beamed and mentioned she got it from her boyfriend; who happened to be shopping with and tonight dancing with her... ahhhhhh dancing, boom chicka bom bah kat boom chicka bom bah kat kat..
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Music playback "Senseless pain inflicted on one another" - Eyedeas and Abilities
Second flash of the night.  Joe and Valerie in the car picking on one another, in the booth offering food, on the dance floor tempting each other.  Joe's detail sharing in the kitchen at work.  Pushing away the urge to say she was happy for him in the kitchen because he seemed smug or rather quite excited to talk with her about Valerie.  That was most of what he talks about recently.
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Flash. Seeing Tony smile, not smoking a cigarette, drinking only water.
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Breathe in I am Breathe out I let go
Breathe in I am thankful for clean air, water and bed sheets.
Flash. Tate's silliness. Bed sheets left in the drier and twin beds pushed together.
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Breathe in I can Breathe out I will
Breathe in I can better myself and love others Breathe out I will better myself and love others